How can I forget?

**TRIGGER WARNING**THIS IS NOT A BLOG PROMOTING SELF HARM! Just a blog to take the pain out on. If you ever need to talk you can message me. Stay strong. I love you all.Other ways of contact: twitter:a_stiehler kik:dreamsruinreality

I don’t think I’ll ever get better…
I don’t think I’ll ever be fixed..

I’ve given up hope

"Somewhere on the brink of insanity, I fell in love with the idea of destroying myself."
(via thewinterwriter)

(via dontletthemfilteryourcreativity)

"You get depressed because you know that you’re not what you should be."
Marilyn Manson   (via bonlver)

(Source: sadysticbathory, via bulimickitty)

The worst feeling ever is not knowing if someone has the same feelings for you as you do for them…

Someone kik or message me!

Kik: dreamsruinreality

greatinyou said:

Sucks being alone. You're so cute!😍

Thank you 😍 you’re so nice

I really just want a boy to love me

I miss being in a relationship. I miss being able to call or text him when I wake up from a bad dream. I miss cuddling on rainy days. I miss seeing their face light up when I surprise them. I miss the laughing at stupidity instead of judging. I miss the romantic gestures. I miss knowing someone is always there to listen and will be a shoulder to cry on. I miss the playful fights. I miss the feeling of being protected. I miss the dumb fights that don’t even have a point and then making up afterwards and becoming stronger. I miss trying the new things they bring into my life. I miss meeting his family. I miss getting to know his family. I miss the rebellious adventures. I miss singing like a fool in front of him. I miss the loving attention. I miss the small gifts but I miss the ones he makes himself even more. I DON’T miss him, I miss the relationship I miss the feeling of love…


It hurts so bad not having you by my side, when you used to be everyday